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so yesterday, I self harmed. I don't know why though. My life is pretty great, and I've been having something to look forward to every week since Late July. (I've been doing training for a 5K.) and after running I feel great, emotionally. (Physically I feel like the epitome of shit.)
I also scared myself a tiny bit when i SH'd because for the first time ever I cut too deep (in my opinion.)
and, also, today my mom figured out. she hit me on the head... and just yeah.
She's also gonna be telling my therapist, and I have a doctors appointment tomorrow. I have much more than what she seen. what do I do?
I also scared myself a tiny bit when i SH'd because for the first time ever I cut too deep (in my opinion.)
and, also, today my mom figured out. she hit me on the head... and just yeah.
She's also gonna be telling my therapist, and I have a doctors appointment tomorrow. I have much more than what she seen. what do I do?
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im there with you. I struggle everyday with sh even though there are many great small things I could hang on too. and the truth is, self harm is an addiction and a release for everything. even the things you don't know your actually feeling if that makes sense. um, I hope all is ok and went well. my parents just found out as well and my mother calls me an abomination for it so im sorry but I can not help you there.