ok,so i have had these insecurity problems 4 years now and i have been doing everything i can to try and fix them but nothing works and this year it is getting alot worse then it ever has been ok u c everyone in my grade now dates all of my friends r dating except me i have never had any dating exeperince ever! and my insecurity problems got worse this year because...
there r alot of new girls at my school and they r like insanely pretty they all have gorgeous shimmery hair and they r all really skinny and they have beautiful faces and skin and they r just down right attractive (im not gay) and all of those girl's r my friends so im around them everyday and i feel really intimated around them all the time and left out because they all have boyfriends and there all so pretty and im just....
ugly and sometimes i wanna cry about it and im trying everything i can 4 all these years to be pretty but nothing every works and ive been through alot so that didn't help either im the ugliest girl in my grade and it really hurts me 2 have 2 be around that every day of my life i cant even remember the last time i have ever felt comftorable wearing shorts
and i have alot of guy friends 2 and they r all romantic with there girlfriends and when they r sometimes i just wanna go crawl into a hole and cry and i try 2 ignore it but i cant everywhere i go i see couples or all i hear r my friends talk about boys .........i just don't no what 2 do....








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