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we started talking about every night since the last week of january after i had told him that i had stopped self harming, something he had wanted me to do for a while.
he was the only one to hug me after i found out i wasn't accepted into the band.
he didn't go with his brother, he stayed with me outside like i asked. when it was cold, he let me hold him for warmth.
he was outside my classroom the day after i told him i would trust him, when i refused to leave and see him.
he stopped talking to me, no more than tortured glances, never looking me in the eye. but everything was fine going home, we still talked.
he tells me i don't have anything to be sorry for, wants me to stop apologizing to him. tells me that he wants to help me.
he held me once i started to cry and then stayed with me when the other two had to leave. he said to text him if i needed. and when i told him i had to leave, he stood up just to hug me, then layed back down.
he laughs with his friends. i don't exist to him, im never acknowledged anymore.
i asked him how mad he would be if i started self harming again. he told me he'd only be disappointed, that it takes time and we'll get through it.
but with him pretending i don't exist in school and being the last option im not real sure if it's him or someone else
and i have no idea what's happening
we started talking about every night since the last week of january after i had told him that i had stopped self harming, something he had wanted me to do for a while.
he was the only one to hug me after i found out i wasn't accepted into the band.
he didn't go with his brother, he stayed with me outside like i asked. when it was cold, he let me hold him for warmth.
he was outside my classroom the day after i told him i would trust him, when i refused to leave and see him.
he stopped talking to me, no more than tortured glances, never looking me in the eye. but everything was fine going home, we still talked.
he tells me i don't have anything to be sorry for, wants me to stop apologizing to him. tells me that he wants to help me.
he held me once i started to cry and then stayed with me when the other two had to leave. he said to text him if i needed. and when i told him i had to leave, he stood up just to hug me, then layed back down.
he laughs with his friends. i don't exist to him, im never acknowledged anymore.
i asked him how mad he would be if i started self harming again. he told me he'd only be disappointed, that it takes time and we'll get through it.
but with him pretending i don't exist in school and being the last option im not real sure if it's him or someone else
and i have no idea what's happening
You got any phobias?
What phobia/s do you have? Why do you have it/them?
(I'm just curious and bored)
Need advice about bisexuality
Hi.
In my entire life, I've always been attracted to guys (male).
And in my entire life, people have always told me that they think I am bisexual. I always replied "no", but they told me this so many fucking times that now I'm wondering if I'm really bi.
When I walk and see a cute guy I'm like "Oh, he's so cute!" and yes, if I see a cute girl I think "she's cute" but it ends here. There's no real attraction with girls.
So, I know it's kinda stupid asking something like this but-- HOW do you know if you're bisexual? Is there a way to know?
My friends are driving my nuts with this bisexual's stuff and I'm really confused.
Btw, this is NOT a
I guess I need help
I'm...getting progressively more suicidal and depressed and anxious. I was better for awhile, and then my roommate moved his girlfriend in. She constantly puts me down, hits my cat. Tells me I'm immature and she's significantly more mature than me. (She's five years younger than me, in fact, shes barely 18.) She pushes me to cut, she tells me I'm a bad person. All I ever even try to do in life is make everyone else happy.
I sacrifice plenty for everyone else, and rarely complain except for when someone screws me over. At least not in front of her. I complain to my best friend when he doesn't do the dishes (he's my other roommate, there are fo
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I feel this so hard.... I am so sorry :c -huggles-