i'm watching, i'm waiting, i'm aching, suffocating

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(title is lyrics from white noise by pvris.)
(please note: we both live in new york & 17 is the legal age.)

okay so a while ago (like almost a year) i met this guy on an app called Whisper. He's in his 30's, and at the time I had just turned 17, and we developed a VERY weird relationship (aint getting into details.) and i have stopped talking to him multiple times because I was feeling like shit 'cause he had an on & off girlfriend and I was the other woman in his life even though he said his girlfriend didn't mind. (which was a lie obviously.) & yesterday, me and a really close friend of mine who was with me throughout the whole ordeal were talking about him, making jokes and shit and I guess it basically made me think about how happy and wanted he made me feel and sparked "memories" i guess even though we have never met.

and I think I have found him again...

tl;dr: I think I fell in love with a 30 year old man who has a girlfriend and 2 children, and I think I found him again.
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AnBlonde's avatar
I don't care what US state you are in... 18 is the legal age. A few questions though:

When do you plan on actually meeting him?

Do you know that this guy is who he says he is?

Is this guy the first guy you have fallen in 'love' with?

I don't mean to be rude or offending, but these are serious questions you should answer. If you would like, send me a note in reply. I may be a stranger, but that doesn't mean I am not worried about your situation.