Though I think suicide is not a big deal and I honestly don't give a shit about it, since it's just one way to die, I felt the need to copypaste an old thread from 4chan that I totally agree with. I think this might help.
First off: THESE WORDS ARE NOT MINE. Are you able to understand this? Don't start bitching about this thread and please, stop insulting me. If you are depressed and want to read words like "Nuuu dont leave this world I luv u your imprtant ((", stop reading now. The guy who wrote this wanted to cheer up everyone, using apparently mean terms. It's from 4chan, for fuck's sake, don't expect delicate words for crybabies.
Also, I'd been suicidal for years. So don't even try to tell me shit.
Thread starts HERE.
I never got why people would kill themselves.
So if you want to die you obviously don’t give a shit. Like, about anyone. ‘Cause if there is anyone who loves you, you don’t give a FUCK about them, or hurting them, and if there’s not, there’s no one to give a shit about.
So instead of killing yourself, why don’t you just get the fuck out? Leave the basement, leave your house, leave the motherfucking country. Go on an adventure. Spend your time doing something awesome, like tracking down some terrorists. Go be James Bond. Go fuck up a shark with a harpoon. Danger? Fuck that, you were going up against 100% death rate before, you’re being safe now. Fuck EVERYTHING, man, the world is your oyster.
Sometimes I wish I was suicidal. I’d pull the barrel out of my mouth and point it in the air, start a revolution, LIVE. Move to Barcelona, hit the bars, band some chicks. STDs, who fucking gives a shit?
And then when I’m done, maybe I wouldn’t want to kill myself, ’cause I’ve seen how beautiful this world is.
TL;DR op is a faggot.