If someone wouldn't mind.. help me

Hey everyone, i know most of you don't have the time of day to bother with other people's problems and situations.
But I need/want help.

I can't stand staying up another night crying my eyes out, and I just can't take not knowing the difference from my mind and my heart.

So if someone, anyone, is willing to help me, to listen to me, and help me through this, not judging me, but helping me. Please, please do.

If you read the post that's on my profile, it'll kind of vaguely explain to you what's going on in my life.

Once you read that, please send me a note, telling me you're willing to listen and help...

Whatever kind, amazing soul is out there and willing to help me.. I love you.

-screamochick