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I'm only 11 years old. And I have tried to commit suicide at least 3 times... The thing is, HOW I wanted to commit suicide... Wanna know? I tried to jump of the top of building, and sometimes even to cut myself. But, I couldn't bring myself to do it. But, I keep telling myself to...I don't know why. I hate myself for thinking that. And then I want to do it even more. I already had a bad enough past, I don't want to live through all the crap that's happening now. It's really pisses me off. And believe me, kids aren't as 'nice' as you think now. They're just as abusive, cruel, verbally disrespectful, and rude as any adult/teenager. I should especially know that. I'm hoping that when I move this month I get to become a 'normal' 11 year old... But, I don't think that'll happen...
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What phobia/s do you have? Why do you have it/them?
(I'm just curious and bored)
Need advice about bisexuality
Hi.
In my entire life, I've always been attracted to guys (male).
And in my entire life, people have always told me that they think I am bisexual. I always replied "no", but they told me this so many fucking times that now I'm wondering if I'm really bi.
When I walk and see a cute guy I'm like "Oh, he's so cute!" and yes, if I see a cute girl I think "she's cute" but it ends here. There's no real attraction with girls.
So, I know it's kinda stupid asking something like this but-- HOW do you know if you're bisexual? Is there a way to know?
My friends are driving my nuts with this bisexual's stuff and I'm really confused.
Btw, this is NOT a
I guess I need help
I'm...getting progressively more suicidal and depressed and anxious. I was better for awhile, and then my roommate moved his girlfriend in. She constantly puts me down, hits my cat. Tells me I'm immature and she's significantly more mature than me. (She's five years younger than me, in fact, shes barely 18.) She pushes me to cut, she tells me I'm a bad person. All I ever even try to do in life is make everyone else happy.
I sacrifice plenty for everyone else, and rarely complain except for when someone screws me over. At least not in front of her. I complain to my best friend when he doesn't do the dishes (he's my other roommate, there are fo
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there is no such thing as Normal, in math you have to smush a bunch of numbers together and then rip them to shreds to get the Median or normal, so I don't think that even trying to find normal is a good idea! You'd have to cut everyone to itty bitty pieces, then smush them together, then pour them all back into moulds for them to be perfect, sounds like a nasty mess to me.