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I fucked up bad as fuck....
I've got a friend who has some of the same issues as me, anxiety, depression, etc. also some bad OCD.
She hasn't spoken to me for the past few days and I was getting really stressed out and worried and feeling sort of sick about it so after sending her a lot of messages, I sent her a note on dA about it. I've been feeling for a while like maybe I can't keep up this relationship because she keeps going quiet and not even warning me that she's going to be gone and it just messes me up so bad. She doesn't really seem to have that kind of reaction to it if I leave, probably because I don't.
So I said as much in the note and then like five hours later I felt like I had fucked up so I sent another desperate note saying i didn't want to end anything and that she could just go back to taking her time but then she answered me, really upset.
It was hard to read and i don't really know what to get out of it...
I can't tell if she hates me or if I'm overreacting and I just want to go die again....
we both got invited to the same thing on monday, to learn how to play Magic the Gathering at a friend's house but now I'm scared to go because what if she comes but also what if she DOESN'T come
and i'm so mean to her she's just so sick all the time and she was already being like fucking stalked by someone
i wish someone would just shoot me in the fucking face already.
I've got a friend who has some of the same issues as me, anxiety, depression, etc. also some bad OCD.
She hasn't spoken to me for the past few days and I was getting really stressed out and worried and feeling sort of sick about it so after sending her a lot of messages, I sent her a note on dA about it. I've been feeling for a while like maybe I can't keep up this relationship because she keeps going quiet and not even warning me that she's going to be gone and it just messes me up so bad. She doesn't really seem to have that kind of reaction to it if I leave, probably because I don't.
So I said as much in the note and then like five hours later I felt like I had fucked up so I sent another desperate note saying i didn't want to end anything and that she could just go back to taking her time but then she answered me, really upset.
It was hard to read and i don't really know what to get out of it...
I can't tell if she hates me or if I'm overreacting and I just want to go die again....
we both got invited to the same thing on monday, to learn how to play Magic the Gathering at a friend's house but now I'm scared to go because what if she comes but also what if she DOESN'T come
and i'm so mean to her she's just so sick all the time and she was already being like fucking stalked by someone
i wish someone would just shoot me in the fucking face already.
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What phobia/s do you have? Why do you have it/them?
(I'm just curious and bored)
Need advice about bisexuality
Hi.
In my entire life, I've always been attracted to guys (male).
And in my entire life, people have always told me that they think I am bisexual. I always replied "no", but they told me this so many fucking times that now I'm wondering if I'm really bi.
When I walk and see a cute guy I'm like "Oh, he's so cute!" and yes, if I see a cute girl I think "she's cute" but it ends here. There's no real attraction with girls.
So, I know it's kinda stupid asking something like this but-- HOW do you know if you're bisexual? Is there a way to know?
My friends are driving my nuts with this bisexual's stuff and I'm really confused.
Btw, this is NOT a
I guess I need help
I'm...getting progressively more suicidal and depressed and anxious. I was better for awhile, and then my roommate moved his girlfriend in. She constantly puts me down, hits my cat. Tells me I'm immature and she's significantly more mature than me. (She's five years younger than me, in fact, shes barely 18.) She pushes me to cut, she tells me I'm a bad person. All I ever even try to do in life is make everyone else happy.
I sacrifice plenty for everyone else, and rarely complain except for when someone screws me over. At least not in front of her. I complain to my best friend when he doesn't do the dishes (he's my other roommate, there are fo
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I totally would have done the same thing you did. It's the worst. In the future I would recommend that when you feel like mayyybe you shouldn't send a message, go to bed and sleep and think about it again the next morning. I don't know about you but I'm a lot more emotionally stable in the morning and it's easier for me to not be as upset about things. As for right now, I honestly don't know what to recommend. If it were me I'd be too scared to talk to her face to face and would instead spend a long time deciphering her message and figuring out the kindest way to respond.