I mean I've considered it more than enough times to just face the fact that, you know what? live is not fair.
It is not fair for someone to feel so excluded, to feel hopeless and pointless, to feel you have no one there for you, like everyone has abandon you.
Nonetheless, it is not fair either to feel obligated to live just to save someone the pain of losing you.
Abusing isn't fun, and neither are funerals.
So what's the right choice?