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This is a group for those who feel rejected, confused, lost, anxious , wronged .. unclean, angry, ashamed, curious , used and for anyone who feels they will NEVER BE OKAY...!

Join if you want your feelings to be known and for your shouts to be heard.

Remember you are never alone.

And since this group is inspired by MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, let's keep the army alive and submit your artworks, literary works and photography to our new gallery called "KILLJOYS DON'T DIE"…

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Founded 5 Years ago
Jul 24, 2010


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:bulletblue: Please do not spam!

:bulletblue: Please submit your art into the correct folders!

:bulletblue: Keep all of your submissions clean with no nudity- as we do have a lot of younger members.

:bulletred: Any members found leaving hateful comments on journals will be kicked out of the group, bullying will not be tolerated!


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So about a week ago my friend, whom I have a big crush on, hooked up with her ex-boyfriend. I ended up telling her how I feel and how much that hurts me. She said it was a mistake and wouldn't get back together with him, but also didn't feel the same way about me. This honestly didn't bother me at first, because I still thought there might be a chance. We talk all the time everyday, I'm her closest guy friend, all this attention made me believe I had a chance. She even said she wasn't sure, but that she is leaning towards me being more of a friend. So I thought there was still some chance.

But the more I have thought about it the more I realize that all this attention isn't what I thought it was. I felt that because of this she really cared about me and was trying to get closer to me, that I was the only guy that mattered to her. But after what happened with her ex, I saw that I was nothing to her. This has really left me heartbroken and confused.

I thought I was something special to her. I thought I had a chance, even a slim one. Realizing I was wrong hurts. But what's confusing is that she is acting like nothing is wrong, because to her nothing is. I don't know what to say to her if anything at all. Do I sit and suffer but enjoy the friendship we have? Do I talk to her about this, if so then how? 'Hey it hurts me that I don't mean more to you' Do we stop being such close friends so I can move on?
I hate being so lost.
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Dogs are not enough. People never felt more lost, more lonely in this man-made world. They need company, a stronger, bigger company than ever. Something that can really stand up to it all. Dogs aren’t enough, what we need is elephants. (Romain Gary)

CatAlley Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I've been wronged in my life recently and I noticed this group. Heh I guess I knew there would be others like me. I was wronged by being dumped without a word and the guy erased me from his life like I was nothing. We even planned to move in together too. I knew he was the one for me but I wasn't the one for him it seems.
SkylineStudio4 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
After stumbling into this group the first thing I thought was.. I wonder if I will finally meet a lonely girl here that feels unnoticed. Heh. Strange group . One of a kind. Maybe my problem will resolve here...hmmm
mollyteter Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014   Digital Artist
hi, just found this group. thinking of offing myself, any tips?
dont say dont do it.
you dont know me so you cant say that my life is worth living
apologies if this is rude or anything....
flandre495 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2015  Professional General Artist

*thrusts a tall, bearded old Victorian man into your arms*

This is Abraham Lincoln. I think he can help you, for he has helped me a lot. Please take good care of him.
Preston-Kei Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't know you or your life and this will probably sound ignorant, but there's a chance (no matter how slight) to turn things around in your life. While it may not be worth living now you could make it so it is, possibly?
Is that he kind of advice you were looking for or are you looking for suicide methods?
Ethkra Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I feel conflicted about joining this group. On the one hand I feel depressed at times and I create art to let myself feel it without doing anything to my own body. On the other hand I don't think it's a good idea to see people feeling down like myself. Aaaargh, why can't I just be good enough?
Ha. Ha. It's not good enough.
SolarLunix651 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I find it helpful to be around here because I feel good when I can offer some help.
Grimjest Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much. :)
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