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This is a group for those who feel rejected, confused, lost, anxious , wronged .. unclean, angry, ashamed, curious , used and for anyone who feels they will NEVER BE OKAY...!

Join if you want your feelings to be known and for your shouts to be heard.

Remember you are never alone.

And since this group is inspired by MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, let's keep the army alive and submit your artworks, literary works and photography to our new gallery called "KILLJOYS DON'T DIE"…

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Founded 5 Years ago
Jul 24, 2010


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:bulletblue: Please submit your art into the correct folders!

:bulletblue: Keep all of your submissions clean with no nudity- as we do have a lot of younger members.

:bulletred: Any members found leaving hateful comments on journals will be kicked out of the group, bullying will not be tolerated!


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i ask for your support. let's upgrade this and make it a super group. you can donate points here *fairytaleXuntold your donations are very very much appreciated and i will love you forever!


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I fucked up bad as fuck....

I've got a friend who has some of the same issues as me, anxiety, depression, etc. also some bad OCD.
She hasn't spoken to me for the past few days and I was getting really stressed out and worried and feeling sort of sick about it so after sending her a lot of messages, I sent her a note on dA about it. I've been feeling for a while like maybe I can't keep up this relationship because she keeps going quiet and not even warning me that she's going to be gone and it just messes me up so bad. She doesn't really seem to have that kind of reaction to it if I leave, probably because I don't.

So I said as much in the note and then like five hours later I felt like I had fucked up so I sent another desperate note saying i didn't want to end anything and that she could just go back to taking her time but then she answered me, really upset.
It was hard to read and i don't really know what to get out of it...

I can't tell if she hates me or if I'm overreacting  and I just want to go die again....

we both got invited to the same thing on monday, to learn how to play Magic the Gathering at a friend's house but now I'm scared to go because what if she comes but also what if she DOESN'T come

and i'm so mean to her she's just so sick all the time and she was already being like fucking stalked by someone
i wish someone would just shoot me in the fucking face already.
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CatAlley Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I've been wronged in my life recently and I noticed this group. Heh I guess I knew there would be others like me. I was wronged by being dumped without a word and the guy erased me from his life like I was nothing. We even planned to move in together too. I knew he was the one for me but I wasn't the one for him it seems.
SkylineStudio4 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
After stumbling into this group the first thing I thought was.. I wonder if I will finally meet a lonely girl here that feels unnoticed. Heh. Strange group . One of a kind. Maybe my problem will resolve here...hmmm
mollyteter Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014   Digital Artist
hi, just found this group. thinking of offing myself, any tips?
dont say dont do it.
you dont know me so you cant say that my life is worth living
apologies if this is rude or anything....
flandre495 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2015  Professional General Artist

*thrusts a tall, bearded old Victorian man into your arms*

This is Abraham Lincoln. I think he can help you, for he has helped me a lot. Please take good care of him.
Preston-Kei Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't know you or your life and this will probably sound ignorant, but there's a chance (no matter how slight) to turn things around in your life. While it may not be worth living now you could make it so it is, possibly?
Is that he kind of advice you were looking for or are you looking for suicide methods?
Ethkra Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I feel conflicted about joining this group. On the one hand I feel depressed at times and I create art to let myself feel it without doing anything to my own body. On the other hand I don't think it's a good idea to see people feeling down like myself. Aaaargh, why can't I just be good enough?
Ha. Ha. It's not good enough.
SolarLunix651 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I find it helpful to be around here because I feel good when I can offer some help.
Grimjest Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much. :)
TheCriticofInnocence Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Student General Artist
Whenever I take a visit here, I always like to see the help that people are getting here(that and the relatively good art.)

Maybe I need to get back into the thick of it myself...
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