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This is a group for those who feel rejected, confused, lost, anxious , wronged .. unclean, angry, ashamed, curious , used and for anyone who feels they will NEVER BE OKAY...!

Join if you want your feelings to be known and for your shouts to be heard.

Remember you are never alone.

And since this group is inspired by MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, let's keep the army alive and submit your artworks, literary works and photography to our new gallery called "KILLJOYS DON'T DIE" imreallynotokay.deviantart.com…

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A couple of months back, I recently had found out I was in love. How I found out, is a bit..I guess you could say strange. I'm not one to really have someone disarm me so. I never experienced so much with someone before. Friends have with me, but, this feels really different, extremely different. It really is incredible. The strange thing is, when I started to finally realize my feelings..I was alone in the house, I was kinda sorting them out by myself, I..I actually cried..not wept or anything. Nothing like that.
But, I kinda went wide eyed and felt tears stream down my face..I touched my cheek and I stared for a little while, heh..and you know the first thing I said was, "Oh no...." I was scared..but...something felt so incredibly wonderful. The sad part is, this guy I am in love with is far away from me, and he does not know my feelings for him at all. I started to create a comic to give to him, to show him how I feel.
What is hurting me the most, is the yearning feeling for this guy. I love this feeling for him, don't get me wrong, it's just how much I want to tell him in person. It's quite the ripping feeling inside, how can something feel so good and yet so heart wrenching at the same time?. It's a rhetorical question, but anyone is free to make an opinion regardless. It hurts, but at the same time, I love it. He makes me extremely happy, and I've pushed so hard and tried so much because of him. And, it's also strange because, unlike with other guys I have talked too, he's the only one I felt this for.
I'm hoping this yearning feeling will cease once I express my feelings out there. I am well aware of what COULD happen, I just can't hold these feelings in anymore, you know?.
Hopefully someone out there knows.
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mollyteter Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014   Digital Artist
hi, just found this group. thinking of offing myself, any tips?
dont say dont do it.
you dont know me so you cant say that my life is worth living
apologies if this is rude or anything....
sorry
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Ethkra Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I feel conflicted about joining this group. On the one hand I feel depressed at times and I create art to let myself feel it without doing anything to my own body. On the other hand I don't think it's a good idea to see people feeling down like myself. Aaaargh, why can't I just be good enough?
Ha. Ha. It's not good enough.
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SolarLunix651 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  New member Hobbyist Writer
I find it helpful to be around here because I feel good when I can offer some help.
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Grimjest Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much. :)
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TheCriticofInnocence Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Student General Artist
Whenever I take a visit here, I always like to see the help that people are getting here(that and the relatively good art.)

Maybe I need to get back into the thick of it myself...
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Jenny345 Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014
I cannot submit any art right now.  It makes me sad. :(
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MuGEN1R Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014   Traditional Artist
well fuck,that's suck's why? are folders really full thats some ho ass shit.
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Jenny345 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014
You did not have to cuss. I figured that the folders were too full.
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