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This is a group for those who feel rejected, confused, lost, anxious , wronged .. unclean, angry, ashamed, curious , used and for anyone who feels they will NEVER BE OKAY...!

Join if you want your feelings to be known and for your shouts to be heard.

Remember you are never alone.

And since this group is inspired by MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, let's keep the army alive and submit your artworks, literary works and photography to our new gallery called "KILLJOYS DON'T DIE"…

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Founded 4 Years ago
Jul 24, 2010


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Group Rules:

:bulletblue: Please do not spam!

:bulletblue: Please submit your art into the correct folders!

:bulletblue: Keep all of your submissions clean with no nudity- as we do have a lot of younger members.

:bulletred: Any members found leaving hateful comments on journals will be kicked out of the group, bullying will not be tolerated!


fabulous members,
i ask for your support. let's upgrade this and make it a super group. you can donate points here *fairytaleXuntold your donations are very very much appreciated and i will love you forever!


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I've got a lot of things running through my mind so i'll try and keep this short. Everything went to shit tonight. I had the whole day to myself but i was told to do some chores. I did one of them but i didn't want to because i was so damn miserable today. I just wanted to swallow some pills and not wake up in the morning. when my mum and her bf got home they saw one bit of mess on the floor and were convinced i didn't do my job at all and they destroyed my computer which had all my personal information on it, all the songs i love, photos, poems, stories, games, over 300gb of stuff all because according them i'm a lazy sack of shit self harmer who doesn't appreciate anything and should just end my life before someone else does it for me. i broke down, punching myself and wanting to cut again and the voices came back to me. i started writing this journal over an hour ago and i had my razor within reach but i didn't cut until after my mum came in and lectured me and i told her that all day i was thinking about dying, oding on pills, so she said that no one will miss me if i did. then i cut.

i'd go to my councilor, the only person who is actually helpful and understands, and ask her for help to get me away from all this bullshit, but she's on holidays and i won't see her until January. I just hope i can survive that long without completely losing my sanity or patience with life.

I know that killing myself won't do anything, as much as i really want to die some days. I'm just sick of suffering because of my fucked up life at home. maybe homelessness would better than family that just doesnt give a shit or try to help.
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SkylineStudio4 Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Professional Digital Artist
After stumbling into this group the first thing I thought was.. I wonder if I will finally meet a lonely girl here that feels unnoticed. Heh. Strange group . One of a kind. Maybe my problem will resolve here...hmmm
mollyteter Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014   Digital Artist
hi, just found this group. thinking of offing myself, any tips?
dont say dont do it.
you dont know me so you cant say that my life is worth living
apologies if this is rude or anything....
Preston-Kei Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't know you or your life and this will probably sound ignorant, but there's a chance (no matter how slight) to turn things around in your life. While it may not be worth living now you could make it so it is, possibly?
Is that he kind of advice you were looking for or are you looking for suicide methods?
Ethkra Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I feel conflicted about joining this group. On the one hand I feel depressed at times and I create art to let myself feel it without doing anything to my own body. On the other hand I don't think it's a good idea to see people feeling down like myself. Aaaargh, why can't I just be good enough?
Ha. Ha. It's not good enough.
SolarLunix651 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I find it helpful to be around here because I feel good when I can offer some help.
Grimjest Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much. :)
TheCriticofInnocence Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Student General Artist
Whenever I take a visit here, I always like to see the help that people are getting here(that and the relatively good art.)

Maybe I need to get back into the thick of it myself...
Jenny345 Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014
I cannot submit any art right now.  It makes me sad. :(
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