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This is a group for those who feel rejected, confused, lost, anxious , wronged .. unclean, angry, ashamed, curious , used and for anyone who feels they will NEVER BE OKAY...!

Join if you want your feelings to be known and for your shouts to be heard.

Remember you are never alone.

And since this group is inspired by MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, let's keep the army alive and submit your artworks, literary works and photography to our new gallery called "KILLJOYS DON'T DIE"…

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Founded 5 Years ago
Jul 24, 2010


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:bulletblue: Please submit your art into the correct folders!

:bulletblue: Keep all of your submissions clean with no nudity- as we do have a lot of younger members.

:bulletred: Any members found leaving hateful comments on journals will be kicked out of the group, bullying will not be tolerated!


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i ask for your support. let's upgrade this and make it a super group. you can donate points here *fairytaleXuntold your donations are very very much appreciated and i will love you forever!


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I am deeply, sincerely sorry for whoevers journal I bumped to post this, but I am so not okay, I am not okay, my life feels like it is closing in around me, I can be standing outside in the wide open and it still feels like walls are closing in on me as a ceiling is lowering, the room is shrinking, I am surrounded, but so alone so alone, and friends have tried to comfort me, but the more they care the more I feel like I dont belong! Hugs, smiles, friendliness.... it MAY help for a moment, but hurts even more.... Friday, after a few days of it getting worse and worse, I broke down crying... which genuinely worried and even scared a couple friends........ but... I broke down crying... I feel ignored, unwanted, worthless, i feel like I am going nowhere.... but that isnt what is dragging me down.... the hollowness started before the negative thoughts... I WANT TO SCREAM, I WANT TO SCREAM, but the more I want to scream, the harder it is to talk... gravity is weighing harder on me, my body feels weaker and weaker.... I still force myself to eat so I dont fall back into my anorexic habits... I feel empty and cold and.... alone... and hollow... and it is all swirling.... always so tired.... this weekend alone, I have gone to bed near 8pm.. i think yesterday 7:30 or so... but cant sleep.... lay there tossing and turning... clinging to my pillow... wishing it had arms and could hold me... or that it would accept me and tell me things will be okay... but when friends did that it.... I still hurt..... I feel so lost, so lost, so confused.... so sick..... WHATS WRONG WITH ME
I WANT TO SCREAM, TO BE HELD.... I want everything to be okay.... I wish and hope and pray that  everything will be okay soon.... I just keep pushing, trying to stay positive... keep trying to surface in this sea of.... thick, cold bleakness....

i dont know what to do i dont know what i am doing i dont know what to do i dont know what to do
we cant see a doctor, we cant afford medications... ive talked to some friends about these feelings.... i.... i dont know what i can do, i dont know what can be done... i just... feel like.... this is never ending......... this dark tunnel has to open to sunlight eventually, right?????

i am sorry... if you read this.... i thank you...
dont know what i am looking for, honestly.... I just... in the past i have gotten help from you guys and felt a bit better.... i just... i dont know.... i am sorry...........
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SkylineStudio4 Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
After stumbling into this group the first thing I thought was.. I wonder if I will finally meet a lonely girl here that feels unnoticed. Heh. Strange group . One of a kind. Maybe my problem will resolve here...hmmm
mollyteter Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014   Digital Artist
hi, just found this group. thinking of offing myself, any tips?
dont say dont do it.
you dont know me so you cant say that my life is worth living
apologies if this is rude or anything....
flandre495 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2015  Professional General Artist

*thrusts a tall, bearded old Victorian man into your arms*

This is Abraham Lincoln. I think he can help you, for he has helped me a lot. Please take good care of him.
Preston-Kei Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't know you or your life and this will probably sound ignorant, but there's a chance (no matter how slight) to turn things around in your life. While it may not be worth living now you could make it so it is, possibly?
Is that he kind of advice you were looking for or are you looking for suicide methods?
Ethkra Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I feel conflicted about joining this group. On the one hand I feel depressed at times and I create art to let myself feel it without doing anything to my own body. On the other hand I don't think it's a good idea to see people feeling down like myself. Aaaargh, why can't I just be good enough?
Ha. Ha. It's not good enough.
SolarLunix651 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I find it helpful to be around here because I feel good when I can offer some help.
Grimjest Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much. :)
TheCriticofInnocence Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Student General Artist
Whenever I take a visit here, I always like to see the help that people are getting here(that and the relatively good art.)

Maybe I need to get back into the thick of it myself...
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